爱我的人 + 我爱的人

“爱我的人, 不是我爱的人; 我爱的人, 不爱我...”

这些对你来说是否似曾相识, 或你正身历其境？

爱你的人, 不是你爱的人, 却往往比你爱的人, 更爱你...

当你需要他们时, 他们总在第一时间出现

当你不需要他们, 他们也从不离你而去

默默地守护着你, 静静地聆听...

你, 爱不爱他们, 对他们来说并不重要, 哪怕只能为你做少许事情, 至少这少许事情能令你开心点...

Son: "If you love something, set them free..."

Dad:"Said by a pussy and used by pussies ever since"

Don't mind the words, 这是从 ‘Made of Honour’ 这部戏里套出来的。

“How true was that?” I would ask.

说时容易做时难, 谁不希望自己心爱的人永远留在自己的身边?

所谓的留在身边, 也许视于什么方式...

有人选择以一辈子为朋友的方式, 以免说了出口, 做朋友似乎更难; 至少做个最好的朋友, 也占有了对你好的权利...

有人希望付出的, 会有所回报, 怎知却放弃了那最后的权利...

好运者, 有情人终成眷属, 终究步入教堂;

劣运者, 神女有心, 襄王无梦, 终日愁眉苦脸也...

选择了暂停, 并不代表放弃; 默默地守候着, 并不傻...

哪怕有一天出现了爱你的人, 选择还不在你手中吗?

English - If it’s meant to be, eventually it will be

华文 - 得之我幸, 不得我命

“是的, 我还爱着你!” 说不说出口, 也只是一个形式, 行动最实际! 表达, 是视于个人胆量, 赌一把; 不好赌? 大不了玩个老虎机... =.="

爱情里, 没有对或错, 更没有输或赢, 只有爱, 与不爱...

“能选择要不要喜欢上一个人或爱上一个人吗?

喜欢上了, 爱上了, 就是了...”

你有这样子喜欢着或爱着一个人吗? 似曾相识? 身历其境?

是的, 爱我的人, 不是我爱的人... 有什么所谓? 我正幸福着呢！

是的, 我爱的人, 不爱我... 有什么所谓? 我也正幸福着呢！

只因我们体验了爱人与被爱, 幸福在于我们都爱过...也许在你身边, 空气里早已漫溢着幸福的味道...

"飄浪的日子 等待著時機 我不信命運會這麼無情...

永遠等待
那一日 咱可以出頭天 人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天 我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊..."

其实幸福离你不远

其实...

能看见，已经很幸福

看见每一个天亮，天暗，日出日落，人来人往...

看见每一天不一样的天气，已经很幸福...

其实...

能听见,已经很幸福

听见每一个对话，歌曲，冷嘲热讽，花言巧语...

听见每一种不一样的声音，已经很幸福...

其实...

能好好地拨一通电话，已经很幸福

当你能看见，听见，正确地触碰每一个号码，说出你想说的话...

其实...

能好好地吃一顿饭，已经很幸福

当你能看见，嗅见，准确地夹上每一道菜肴，说出那可口的味道...

其实...

能缓缓地走一段路，已经很幸福

当你能看到前方，即使迷了路，失去了方向，转过身来，一步一步地走向想到达的地方...

其实...

幸福离你不远...

"天上的星星　笑地上的人
總是不能懂　不能覺得足夠..."

知足的快樂　叫我忍受心痛...

"Grow Up!", they said...

Stopped blogging for a while, not because that I'm too busy, nor because I have nothing to complain, I just feel lost... I don't really plan to blog about anything today, so please forgive me if I could not continue too much along the way of my blogging... Let's see how it goes...

Have been having a hard time lately, it is from every aspect. I feel sad because I do not really know who to talk to; Things changed, people around changed... Or some people will define it as - GROW UP...

Things happen for a reason, and it takes time for us to find out the reason. "Hang in there, take it easy, chill, relax..." these are all the answers I get.... It makes me wanted to ask the people I seek for advise, "Are you listening to me? Did you listened with your ear, or with you heart?" It is just two-alphabet difference; it is different where you listen from Head to Toe of the details, or you are just plain listening...

I don't like changes, don't push me, because it hurts...

:: Chocolate, Strawberry, Vanilla? :: Part 2 - Chocolate or Coffee?

Here I come again... Time, is something that helps a lot I guess, although it keeps you waiting, but it lets you realise things that maybe you never thought of it earlier... It does not need to be something big, it might be something really small, time just gives the space for you to think through....

There was once I blogged in Friendster, posted "Chocolate, Strawberry, Vanilla?" I blogged it in Chinese, which I believe I can express it better in Chinese. For this Part II for that post, I actually wanted to blog it Chinese, but I'll try it in English first I guess, practise makes perfect, is it not?

People changed from time to time, there was once I loved the taste of chocolate. After some time, I was still deeply in love with the chocolate taste. I thought the addiction to the taste has faded, as I have quit my love for the bitter sweet taste, and found myself drown in plain water; simple yet healthy.

And one day, I was so tired, and being affected, I tried on coffee. Caffeine, makes you addicted. I found the bitter sweetness in coffee, addicted, yet knowing it is not the chocolate taste I love.

Having coffee everyday since then,

until something knocked me up;

"That's not my cup of coffee," I guess,

that was the note I got.

When I realise that the addiction to coffee, was all due to caffeine, I refrain myself from coffee on the spot. No doubt, caffeine has been a mild stimulant for once; being too hard headed makes me deny that that's the love for chocolate.

While time does its trick again,

for as now it ain't addictive as it seems;

Quitting coffee might be easy for me,

but quitting chocolate will never be.

Well, I still love the chocolate taste, which I shall never deny. But I seriously have to forbid myself to fall for coffee again; addictive, plus not good for health.

I don't really know what I'm blogging about, as I have said I would have blog better in Chinese. >.<" But anyway, will blog another one in Chinese soon, just to make you guys understand. ^_^"

In the mean time, patient~ patient~

*MUST LISTEN - CHRIS DAUGHTRY'S OVER YOU ACOUSTIC!

... I can't believe you were the one, to build me up & tear me down...

...What you said when you left, just left me cold & out of breath...

...Well I never saw it coming, I should have started running, a long long time ago...

...I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over, I'm finally gettin' better...

...Putting my heart back together...

...'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you!!!...

:: Take a bow ::

I have been a fool for the past few weeks, or to be accurate, for last month...

and today, I am the most foolish person in the world...

I am such a fool...

I am so stupid...

so stupid...

so stupid...

so stupid...

so stupid...

so stupid...

so stupid...

Just laugh at my stupidity...

Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow...

How about a round of applause

If I gone missing... Part 2

Today, I realised that if I'm not really in the mood, my look can really show it all. Those who knows me well, knows how scary when I don't talk, when I don't smile, and the most important thing is, when I don't look at you in the eyes... There's not many who dare to talk to me at that time I guess? (haha... sigh!)

Anyway... ya... Am in a bad mood today, but let's not discuss more about what drives me so. I just wanna drop some words here as my friends are trying to keeping up with me. So, here I am. I apologize for not being in the mood to really blog some stuffs, but will do better next time, trust me. :)

While I was not in the mood today, I did a lot of thinking.

I miss Liverpool...

I miss those chilling weather...

I miss walking to Uni, miss the long way...

I miss being really really far from problems...

I wish I could hide far far away...

I wish I could go back to Liverpool...

I wish time hasn't gone by so fast...

I wish to stay in Liverpool...

I think...

I wish I never came back...

P/S: If I gone missing one day, again... would anyone come & look for me...?

I think... I'm lost...

* Pls don't mind the video, I just wanna intro the song...

:: Dedicated to you; Dedicated to myself ::

经过多少失败 经过多少等待

告诉自己要忍耐!

我不需要喝彩, 更不需要掌声响起来...

我只需要等待, 更需要忍耐!

一定有再度向前出发的一天!

*Norman Cousins - "the tragedy of life is not death, but what we let die inside of us while we live."

:: To be, or not to be - Weak? Happy? ::

Hi guys & gals! Yes, I'm back again. Not too long after my previous post this time, just because I really got something to share here. Let's not drag it too far from my subject, I believe it's obvious that I'm going to complain about my job & my boss again.

Have you ever came across this situation, where this question was thrown to you - "You are not doing something you've studied on, don't you feel it is a waste?" And mind me, it is not a soft & concerning question, it is thrown to you in a harsh way, to humiliate you, telling you what you studied before were all rubbish.

And yeah, I face this situation just not quite long ago, and it feel sucks! I really wish I could shut her up by telling her,"I don't think it is a waste, cause it helps to get me started off my job with a higher pay! And I don't need to be so pathetic like you to strive so hard for earning big bucks! Biatch!"

As I mentioned above - "I wish I could", means I did not say so to her... And I find it very regretful by not telling her so. Anyway, let's not go further on how she humiliated me, but I could just say, it is very upsetting, and GOSH! I really wish I can leave this job soon. I think I'm so weak, weak like a girl (I AM a girl but what I meant was in people's perceptions, girls are always weak. And of course, they aren't, there are strong superwomen out there!) Anyway, I am weak now... Just wanted to run away...

To run away, or not to, that's the question I guess. Is running away a very weak decision from a weak person to show that they are god damn weak? Coward? Ostrich reaction(in mandarin)? Hiding from the reality? I am not sure, you know why? I thought running away would be a cowardy action, but would you stay working like a dog? Working without pride and dignity? Which decision will you make? And I was telling myself, I would prefer to work like hell than work like a dog. Ever feel like you are a donkey at work? Yeah, tell me about it...

Sometimes, there are people in this world are meant to be there to discourage you, down grade you, so it makes them feel better, makes them look better. These people think that they are the best of the best - ego, worthless piece of SHIT! To them, everyone got a price, they can 'buy' you and do whatever they want to you; while them, they have their pride, people head-hunt them to work, priceless. That is another piece of BULLSHIT!

WE! Have OUR pride! OUR dignity! You don't come and humiliate us just because we got a degree and we can earn more $ with a higher position just like that.

They, ARE the ones without pride, but yeah, they got a price, anyone can BUY them as long as they offer a better $$. That is not priceless, that is just prostitution.

(CHILL~ CALM DOWN~) Anyway, last time I came across a conversation with a friend of mine, and I got to know about this term - "educated, but not civilised". I believe she's worse than that, uneducated plus not civilised. Isn't that pathetic? Or am I the one being educated and civilised is the one who is more pathetic for not answering back her rudeness and just listening to her barking? My stupidity...

I apologize if any one of you find this post an uncomfortable one or maybe upsetting, but... Welcome to the reality I guess...

Well, tomorrow is another day! We'll pray for a better day, for you and for me... ^_^ Until then, good night!