:: Notice - Bon Voyage ::

Sorry folks... do not have enough time to blog... Have to stop blogging now, will be away for some time. Hopefully I will blog again soon, ok? Will have a post to indicate that I will stop blogging if I intend to do so. ^_^ But, at this moment, I still feel like blogging. Miss ya all... Muaks~ Do take care all my friends~ Bon Voyage~

A Special Day to Remember

Today was a special day, it always will be. ^_^ Time flies, yes it does... Time, makes unhappy memories fade & better life nearer; yet, it does it vice versa... 3 months, it was not a short period & it was not long either. Time will well, & now I get to know, that 3 months, was short. Maybe it really depends on how you live it everyday; it was once seems so long, as if I was staying here for years.

Better life is getting nearer & nearer, & I miss those days I had in Malaysia, those happy days. I guess everything will be back to normal soon, but I am afraid that short happy period will always be trade for long period of... whatever you could think of... If you always get into a nice trade, I guess you are lucky; if you always get into something you do not want it to be, I guess this would be God's task for you. Testing your patience, your strength, your toughness, your mentality, your faith, your will... Life will be better someday, someday...

My mind was stucked in a sudden, do not know how to continue this post of mine. Headache >.< Life will be different again, yet it is getting back to normal, those familiar faces will be seen again... Until then... To my all of my friends, all the best, I will miss you all, always will do... Do miss me too. ^_^

How do I live? ::Return date confirmed::

A very very nice song by FIR - Tian Tian Ye Ye (featuring Leann Rimes) LOL~ nice nice nice~ Highly recommended~ & personally, I love FIR~! Anyway, got a good news & a bad news. Good news: got the date I wanted for my return flight; Bad news: I do not want to arrive at that kind of time, sigh~ What to do? No choice... At least I got the date I wanted, God bless~! ^_^

How do I live without you~

Last Assignment - God Bless

Just drop in to say "GOOD MORNING~~~" to ya'll... LOL~ Why? Because I just finish my very last assignment & now I am DAMN HAPPY~~ DAME SHIOK~~ LOL~~

As usual, I was not asleep yet though I have finish my assignment --> Weekdays 4am now, remember? So, will go & sleep later. ^_^ Ya, life IS getting better ahead... Anyway, this would not be my last post of course (last, as in over here). I just thought I would not be blogging until I have time for the last one (LOL~) But somehow, I just feel like stopping by, & wish everyone a very good morning, before I continue my... erm... weekdays early morning activities (LOL~ that's what I shall named it. Curious? Go ahead lar~) & go to sleep ^_^

So, until the next post, do miss me my friends, cause I miss you all too... Muaks~

P/S: The answer is because I received a call from Malaysia not long ago, playing this song on the other side of the phone ^_^ & it happens to be this song everytime I receive this particular call. Yes, it is wasting $, but this person does not like to talk, LOL~ likes to crap I guess... >.<"

:: Crap of the Day ::

Have been very busy previously, so did not manage to blog. I just passed up one assignment & one project yesterday, & I should be doing my assignment to be pass up on Monday. >.<" Damn tired~ Life is tiring, sometimes meaningless like so... But I tried to find something to make my life someway better & meaningful, it is to wait for weekdays to come, every 2am (9am in Malaysia) to almost 5am (12noon in Malaysia) weekdays... It would not went well everytime, but still, it was somehow meaningful. Life would be better ahead, hopefully, I'm waiting...

Actually, I do not want to crap, =.=" but it is something I have in my mind most of the time... I came across the word "FATE" in many conversations in my life & it happens to be used in everyone's life; "fate", the power that predetermines events. It does not neccessary to be used only in two person's relationship, though it was mostly used in that sense. Anyway, still remember my post "Unmei nante kotobade wa katazuke rarenai yo..."? It actually means, "Fate, is a word hardly to be acceptable..." (it sounds better in mandarin =.=" damn~) Yes, when we were to make every decision or every incident happens in our life to be determined by this simple word, it is unacceptable. As I said, why it is us & not others; or why it is them, but not us?

FATE, a word which we make it as an undeniable excuse, a word which most desirable to make everything happened seems ok... Yet, it is still an unacceptable word, by a lot of people, even myself, could not accept this word, as a way to make myself feel better. I have been trying to sort it out, the way life is predetermined or is it in our hand? The answer I get was, it IS in our hand. We 'work' out our life, we make it how it should be. God is fair, He is harworking too. He design two paths for us, for our life; it is through the answer: YES or NO.

We will come across many decisions making in our life, sometimes you might think it is too complicated because you have too many choices. Stop & take a break, think. You have only a YES or NO answer for every question, every solution, & it is almost for everything. To go, not to go? To be, not to be? Can I, can't I? Yes? No? Life goes like this. When you make a Yes decision, it will lead you to this path of your life; if it is a no decision, it will direct you to the other path of your life. Every decision of yours affect your future, that is what God gave to you: the power to decide~! That is the time where what we called "fate" comes in... ^_^ You decide, that is your fate~!

I apply the word fate in a relationship case. I watched the Korean movie "My Sassy Girl" again today. The part which I liked most & think it was the most touching part was when the girl asked the guy to go over to the other peak of the mountain & then she yelled to him to tell him that she was sorry for everything she did. And she said:"I'm sorry... I thought I was different, but I'm just a helpless girl." Of course, he can't get a single word she said. They buried a time capsule with their letter under a tree, agreed to meet each other again at the same place, same date, two years later. The girl went, but was a year later than the time agreed. An old uncle ask her:"Know what is fate?"

"Building a bridge of chance for someone you love..."

^_^ Build your life with yours hands, that is FATE. Fate will be there when you at least tried, it guarantee no 100% results, but it guarantee you 100% chances. There would not be fate when you choose to let go, because you let go of your chance, a 100% chance. If you were to try again in the future, it will be another task, a task to accumulate your 100% chance. Seize the time, seize the day~! Everything will be different in the future, that is what you gained for a "No" answer.

This will most probably be my second last post over here, let's see when will it be the last. It will take some time for me to blog again after my very last post, but does not mean that I will stop blogging; it is just because I will be away for some time, unable to blog. ^_^ Anyway, until then, CHEERS~ I miss you all, muaks~ (Countdown-ing~ LOL~) :: Fingers Crossed :: (for my FATE~) Life would be better ahead... I'm waiting...

Where'd you go~ I miss you so~