Friday, July 14, 2006

Lonely~ Im Mr.Lonely~

Another weekend starts, another die hard weekend starts also >.<" Have to pass up an assignment on Monday, and got a presentation on Tuesday, sigh! Anyway, too bored and lazy to start my work, so I shall blog first. LOL~
Yesterday was Thursday, a day to get our marks for assignments. Still, there were some who were happy, some who were sad (for me, neither, just like my friend said, I do not bother much about it =.=") A friend of mine was sad, because she got a lower mark than expected. She walked kinda fast while on the way home, does not want to bother about anyone. I was kinda worried about her, so while others were buying food and she was far ahead, I followed behind. Not to bother her or being busybody, I just kept a distance, make sure she is fine (Another thing is, I am not good at consulting people =.=").
Along the way, I was thinking. What will a person wants when he or she is sad? To be alone? Someone to cry with? A shoulder to lie on? Or someone to make them happy? Maybe there are still loads of different needs, because everyone needs something different, based on their personality, character, past experience, mind set, etc. And I realised, no matter what a person wants when he or she is sad, someone should always be there for them, no matter family, friends, lovers, or maybe teachers I guess?
The 'someone' need not to be close with you, need not to do anything for you, they just need to be there, a physical support. A person who is there, even when you want to be alone, guarding you; A person who is there, when you turn around and wish someone will be following; A person who is there; when you turn around and wish to cry with, a shoulder to lie on, opened ears, mouth shut. It is something very simple, it is called 'support', a physical one, not mentally. A feeling that you are not alone, not lonely, someone will be there for you, no matter what. (Erm... I am not a lesbian, nor a bi, ok? It is something in my mind during my walk home. Im alone that time, following, gotta have something to work in mind also right? =.=")
Yup, I like to walk alone, always walked alone, with lot of thoughts in my mind. I kept on asking questions, kept on seeking for answers. I could be said as a lucky person, I could deny it too, because I have a lot of mental supports from others, while no one is following behind. But I wish others will HAVE, SOMEONE, to follow behind, to be there for them, to make them a lucky person. ^_^ (I can blog this better in Chinese, damn it... >.<")
Anyway, I was just sharing my opinions. Some of ya'll might disagree, just feel free to let me know your thoughts. Until then, cheers my mates! Happy weekend! ^_^
P/S: Highly recommended songs
  • "Invisible Wings" (Ying Xing De Chi Pang) by Angela Zhang Shao Han
  • "Saranghe Yo, Only For You" (Saranghe Yo, Zhi Dui Ni Shuo) by JJ Lin
  • "You Love Her So Much" (Ni Na Me Ai Ta) by Lee Shen Jie & (forgot the name, LOL~)
  • "Hostage" (Ren Zhi) by Amei
  • "Hurt So Bad" by Hins, Zhang Jing Xuan
  • "She Told Me" (Na Nv Hai Dui Wo Shuo) by Huang Yida --> nice mv!!!

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