Being YOU = Yorself

Have not blog for weeks again, I guess you all have expected that (LOL~ ya... I am still not the a good condition for blogging...) Anyway, sometimes I do feel like blogging, writing down my feelings, my days, but it is just not those days it used to be anymore... No more bloody assignments, no more half an hour walk in the morning everyday, no more spaggetti & frozen foods, & more... & there goes my blogging inspiration as well...

I am still in the mist of problems, still wondering around everyday, sigh! Life could be just as bored no matter you are too free or too busy (only if busy on things you are interested, its another story of course ^_^) Here I am, blogging in a different space, different atmosphere, different emotion again... Time keeps me waiting, I do not no why... Time changes situation, changes feelings, changes your view, changes almost everything it can work its two little hands on...

Meet up with a close friend of mine today, as usual, we went for bowl, gaming, chating... & POOF~! Here came in the idea for this post... Ever wonder what kind of person you are in others' eyes? I do think about that sometimes, but ya know, you would never gonna get the answer by yourself, you are not anyone from those OTHERS... & if you go & ask others, they might not give the actual answer, because it is YOU who ask, not THEY who wanna tell... The answer might just be something you like to listen, or something you could not accept...

If you are a nice person, ever wonder what is that which keep those who likes you, those who loves you, those who been with you before, being attracted to you? What is the THING you have, but others --> not? If you are not a nice person, what is that bad thing about you which keeps others away from you? It is not those solid answers or characteristics that we can say it out loud, such as you are nice, loving, caring, etc. It is a kind of FEELING, a good feeling you gave to people, & you never knew it is there, & you would never knew how it is like... ^_^

That very close friend of mine, in all of a sudden, told me there is this thing about myself... & no matter how hard I try to get to know the exact feeling or characteristic that I have, I fail to know & understand; but it is good to know there is this THING there & makes you realise it IS there all these while... Maybe God wants me to know this badly as well, so at the same night, another best friend of mine (in all of a sudden, again, LOL~) told me the very same thing... My friend listed all those solid characteristics for me, & I feel that there are loads of people out there with the same characteristics he listed...& when I seek another answer from this friend of mine, he said:"Maybe because you are munyee..." ^_^

"I think that is the exact answer ," I said, ^_^ "No wonder I won't know how it feels, cause I do not even know who am I myself, do not even mention to see it from others' view & feelings"... & ya know, it feels good when you get to know from a true friend (in a sudden), that you are though ordinary, but special in a way ^_^ (it might be bad if it goes in another way round...)

Anyway, I wish everyone of you will get to know yourself more, & of course, it must happen in ALL OF A SUDDEN... (stricly no forcing, LOL~) You will get to know that though you are not a great person, though you have made mistakes, but you are not that bad after all... You are YOU, YOURSELF, & that makes YOU special, makes you SHINE... Until then, cheers~ ^_^

"When you are true to yourself, true to your heart,

You are special in a way, & you will shine..."