:: Crap of the Day ::
Did not went to class today, reason-less... Woke up late, sitting in the room for the whole day, doing nothing. One of my friend asked me not to stop blogging, but it is obvious that my posts are getting lesser lately. I do not know what to blog about & I do not have the mood to blog either. Mind is full of junks & it is hard to clear it off. Life is tough & it is hard to move on now. I wonder how far can a person's emotional state being carry to?
There are times people said, life can be good if you want it to be good. I doubt it. I bet none of you all have never seen those photos of those African kids, those people who died because of starvation, those people died because of war, those homeless people, & more. Come to think about that, don't they wish life can be good? Don't they wanted to think that life is something good? But why are they the one who should be suffering? What makes them different from us that makes them the one to deserve those kind of life? How far can their wish of a better future helps carry them to move on? Is that life can be good if you want it to be good?
Yes, we are lucky, & we are far damn lucky than they are. That is why we should not waste our life & we must treasure this gift from God. Is that so? Still, I doubt it. What makes us different from them to deserve this priority? To have the priority to WANT life to be good & it CAN be good? We are all the same, we are all ordinary people, we are humans, are we not? What is there that makes the difference? Are we superior than they are? If you said yes, then go & check yourself out in front of a mirror. What is that you yourself have that makes you better than they are & please, do not tell me you have $, car or any crap, that is not yours, that is what your parent gave you. Good-looking? Crappiest~ It meant nothing to this world. It is LIFE. You are born to have a great life, but they don't.
Come to think about us now. Still, we are all ordinary people & we are all humans (unless you wanna tell me that you are not, =.=") There are people among us that can make you sad, make you pissed, make you cry, make you feel that you are something worthless. They scold you, humiliate you, make fun of you, take your feelings for granted, & they think they are right. So, who are you that you can do those to others? Who are you to do those to people & just tell them you are sorry & that's it? What makes your "SORRY" so powerful to run away from all those faults? Come on, affect people's emotions? "I'm sorry~!" & that's it? Sorry means nothing. Especially by those who can says sorry without really feeling sorry.
It is always hard to say you are sorry because when you feel sorry & you mean it, it means that you did something really wrong. It takes courage to apologize. Ever come across that you wanted to apologize to you family or best friends, you took a deep breath & you speak, but not a word that came out from your mouth? That is how apologizing should feel. It is not easy to do so & it is not easy to said so. To say sorry is just like telling someone you love them, they must be somebody who means a lot to you. It is not a word that you can just say it but do not mean it.
Anyway, enough of serious thought. =.=" Tired ne, wrote so long about what I thought today... >.<" So, let's enjoy something new (I guess it was new... =.=") by the two chinese boys from Taiwan, not VERY funny, but it's kinda cute... Enjoy ya... Until then, CHEERS MATES~
There are times people said, life can be good if you want it to be good. I doubt it. I bet none of you all have never seen those photos of those African kids, those people who died because of starvation, those people died because of war, those homeless people, & more. Come to think about that, don't they wish life can be good? Don't they wanted to think that life is something good? But why are they the one who should be suffering? What makes them different from us that makes them the one to deserve those kind of life? How far can their wish of a better future helps carry them to move on? Is that life can be good if you want it to be good?
Yes, we are lucky, & we are far damn lucky than they are. That is why we should not waste our life & we must treasure this gift from God. Is that so? Still, I doubt it. What makes us different from them to deserve this priority? To have the priority to WANT life to be good & it CAN be good? We are all the same, we are all ordinary people, we are humans, are we not? What is there that makes the difference? Are we superior than they are? If you said yes, then go & check yourself out in front of a mirror. What is that you yourself have that makes you better than they are & please, do not tell me you have $, car or any crap, that is not yours, that is what your parent gave you. Good-looking? Crappiest~ It meant nothing to this world. It is LIFE. You are born to have a great life, but they don't.
Come to think about us now. Still, we are all ordinary people & we are all humans (unless you wanna tell me that you are not, =.=") There are people among us that can make you sad, make you pissed, make you cry, make you feel that you are something worthless. They scold you, humiliate you, make fun of you, take your feelings for granted, & they think they are right. So, who are you that you can do those to others? Who are you to do those to people & just tell them you are sorry & that's it? What makes your "SORRY" so powerful to run away from all those faults? Come on, affect people's emotions? "I'm sorry~!" & that's it? Sorry means nothing. Especially by those who can says sorry without really feeling sorry.
It is always hard to say you are sorry because when you feel sorry & you mean it, it means that you did something really wrong. It takes courage to apologize. Ever come across that you wanted to apologize to you family or best friends, you took a deep breath & you speak, but not a word that came out from your mouth? That is how apologizing should feel. It is not easy to do so & it is not easy to said so. To say sorry is just like telling someone you love them, they must be somebody who means a lot to you. It is not a word that you can just say it but do not mean it.
Anyway, enough of serious thought. =.=" Tired ne, wrote so long about what I thought today... >.<" So, let's enjoy something new (I guess it was new... =.=") by the two chinese boys from Taiwan, not VERY funny, but it's kinda cute... Enjoy ya... Until then, CHEERS MATES~


2 Comments:
hmm... sorry to make u worried, but no worries, i'll b fine... ya, kinda longing to go back, but there r times that i dun wish to go back too... esp nowadays... Will do, ^_^ u too...
thanks~ ^_^
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