To live as simple as it be, not as sucky as it be...

How long has it been since my last post? Do not really remember (though can easily find out through reading my blog). Just seems like I did not blog for quite some time, is it that I'm peaceful enough, no complains, or am I just too busy to blog... Of course! I am too busy to blog (>.<) ... I do have some free time, just I do not feel like blogging, maybe I am really problems-free? Hmm... It is difficult to say, even for myself...

I had some great times, bad days, life's like this I guess... Sad things come, happy stuffs just pass, ups and downs; just one thing will never change, time keeps on passing by, we are getting older never younger, things are getting more complicated than ever... Sometimes I really wonder am I a damn naive person, or am I just not used to being an adult? Am I too simple, or are they thinking too much? Am I acting innocent or they are the ones who are too cunning?

Grown-ups' world are so different, different for those who are asking for something really really simple. Money is important, but it is not everything. Love is important, but it is not everything. Fame might be important, but it is just NOT EVERYTHING! Those are just SOMETHING, not everything... I thought people who went through life longer than us (younger beings) will understand those more than we do; I thought they can see clearer how things would be and should be in this world, can define what is important and what is not; I thought they are the ones who should teach us to differentiate and the way not to be too hard-headed, stubborn.

*I thought... but why... ?

They always said that we are too young, someday after what we have gone through, experiences gained, we will know what to do. We will be different one day, is it not? Does it mean we will be like them someday? Would be as unreasonable; would be as stubborn; would be as so sorry for ourselves? Would be as so called socially active with a bunch of so called friends but none who can lend you a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen?

Tired of life, sigh... but that is life... and it is just as simple as to live a sucky life...