& I hope you always stay the same...

After I have posted my previous post, some of my friends were checking up on me to see whether I'm still ok. To all of my friends, I'm fine, & no worries. Nothing much I can do except to continue living, isn't it? Life still goes on... I still will be in at office before 9am, I still spend 15-20 minutes for my lunch everyday, I still need to face pressure to BE in the office.

Nothing much of the changes really, but that is when I started to feel bored. Sometimes, it is not easy even to find somebody to talk to. I tried to bother a lot of people (LOL~I'm sorry), but it is simply just not as same as before anymore. I do not have that much of a topic to talk about, or maybe I just have not met the person I used to talk a lot to. I have not met a lot of people which used to be in my life before I actually moved back to Penang. I miss those old times buddies...

Nobody can foresee what will be happening in our lives; nobody can foresee the good or bad of a decision to be made; nobody can foresee anything from our lives which sometimes make us human to forget things that we are suppose to do, that we are suppose to treasure, that we are suppose to remember, & we are suppose not to forget... So, we forgot the things that we are not suppose to.

We do not know what will happened next in our lives, but we never try to enjoy the present moment we have. We do not know how long will we live, but we never try to make useful of the everyday we get. We do not know how long the people we love will stay with us, but we never try to tell them we love them everyday when they are there. We do not know, but we do not care as well. Or have you cared, but dare not to show? dare not to tell?

Sometimes, some things does not cost you that much. It might just be a word, it might just be a second. AND... it might not be the same anymore. When the time is up, nobody can changes anything, anymore... It might just be a word, it might just be a second, AND... it might just be the thing you have not done, & everything stays the same as before, as what you do not want it to be...

There are a lot of things that we have given up in our lives, and we wish that we never did before. There are a lot of TIME that we have lost in our lives, and we wish that we never wasted that before. There are a lot of people that we miss in our lives, and we wish that we have told them before.

Do not wish for what you can never make any changes to it anymore, cause you might not know when the time is going to strike again. Do what you can do now, show what you can show now, tell what you can tell now. & only when you have did it all, you are there at where you want to be. It might not ended up like what you wish for, but at least you move forward to somewhere you never dare to stand. & as you move forward, you move far, cause nothing is there to hold you back anymore.

As you move forward, you might move to a place where you wanted to stay someday. If you never moved, you stay at where you always wanted to move away from. Someday you will find a place to stay the same, cause there's nothing about you they would change; you are happy enough to stay, they are happy to see you so...

*I'm on medication, maybe what I'm saying does not make any sense to you all, LOL~ anyway, stay the same when you are supposed to, stay not when you should not. Stay happy...