To Live? For What?

It had been some time since I last blogged. I realised that I will only blog when I am very busy or supposed to be asleep early. Do not know why but I think its most probably like what people says "Fan Jin" (means something like "you ask for it" in cantonese). LOL~ Anyway, yes, I am supposed to be sleeping at this time because I need to wake up early tomorrow. Yes, wake up early on Sunday morning, 6.30am. Why? Because I need to go for tree-planting & beach clean-up. >.<

How am I doing so far I suppose this is what you guys wondering these days. No worries cause I am still alive & so far i'm doing fine. Thanks to those who keep on track with me & to those who didn't, NAH~ not a big deal~ I'm fine with that cause everyone is busy with their lives, & never really contact doesn't mean that they don't care, agree? Sometimes we do left out some people in our lifes accidentally & I need to apologize to all of you if I ever did that to you. Sorry~

Life so far has been OK, nothing very interesting nor to be very happy about. But I really never thought of I would be working in Penang so soon. It feels like settlling down at a place, feel damn old right now man...Everyday, wake up, work, eat, sleep. That's how my life goes. There is just one little thing that makes me feel better everyday (but normally just in a sunny day)...It is to drive along the hill roads (not sure if its called so, LOL~) & with a nice seaview... PENANG ROCKS~! (in a way... >.<)

Sometimes life just sucks like hell, but life still goes on. & it is good to find something to be happy about. I was lecturing my mom about this after dinner, LOL~ Life, or I should say living, is to be happy with who you are, what you are doing everyday. Just do what you enjoy doing, & do what will makes you happy. Enjoy every moment every experience in your life, it makes us go on. Without knowing the reason to live, it is somehow like being soul-less meat walking around. For me, I think being happy is the reason to live. & everyone is the same, just that the way that makes them happy are different among people.

It sucks at times, but life gets suckier when we grow up. That is life & it is just the learning process. No matter how hard it is, we are still breathing & moving forward. What keeps us go on even when we wake up every early morning, mumbling, to go for work, I supposed we are afraid of dying, afraid of missing something that can make us happy or making somebody happy. We are not only seeking the reason for us to live, we might be the reason for others keep on living. So how? That might be the reason making us happy as well, why not?

Actually I am not sure whether you guys understand what I am trying to say, cause I did not blog for quite some time, it feels like there are a lot of things to say... LOL~ Anyway, until here for today, will try to share more with you guys soon... Adios~

Some of the reasons for people to live,

"If I Ain't Got You" by Alicia Keys

I love this song, enjoy~