:: It's not easy to be ME ::

YO~ I'm back~ Not to be consistent with the title of my previous post "If I gone missing", I was kinda busy back then actually... Anyway, finally got the chance to put up a new post, & hopefully I will have more time to do so in the future.

Being busy ain't that great after all, this is what I realised recently. I am so tired, so helpless, & I feel so weak. Weak in terms of both physically & mentally. I got myself sick kinda often since I started working, & I found that I am not as tough as how everybody thought I were to be. I really rather people saying I am weak than telling me they believe I am tough enough to go through as these things.

"Am I that tough?" I asked myself. I could not even get an answer from me myself. Who likes to be said as a weak person? We tried to defense ourselves everytime when being alleged of being weak. But this time, I really might raise a white flag, pack up & go home. Going home does not mean that you are weak & I really do not bother to ask people putting themselves in our shoes. Do not comment on people when you yourself been through some hard times before & claiming people does not understand you.

“It takes more courage to give up than to hold on”