Time keeps me waiting...

Have been staying in KL for almost two weeks doing nothing... Sigh~! Time keeps passing by & it still keeps me waiting... I am confuse, I do not understand now, why does time keeps me waiting like this? Why is it giving me so much time, so much free time, & what is the reason behind? What does it wants me to do with all those time? How can I fully utilize the time given?

CHANCES~! I think... Time is giving me chances, chances to do everything I could do, before... before I could not do it anymore... before it is too late... (sounds a bit pessimist >.<) What I meant to express was, to take the chances, when it is there for you, when there is time for you... There is just once in a lifetime that you can live through that very day, it is you who make the differences on that day; make it special, make it memorable, make it colourful, make it happy enough to remember & to keep it in mind...

& I am asking myself everyday, why am I wasting my time like this, wasting my days on thinking... & then I tried to meet up with friends, do not want to waste my time just feeling uncertain everyday... I spent my time with friends chating, gaming, doing whatever things that I might not be able to do in the future (not that I am saying I am going to die or what, but I might not have the free time maybe in the future, correct?) I am trying to view these time given, view it as a chance, to do whatever I want to do, & the only chance that I have to take. If it is to let me rest, I shall take this opportunity to rest before I started on another journey in my life...

I do not know what kind of person I am, & I doubt that I took & treasure every chances given in my life. But I know I tried to explore & create every chances I could in my life, for myself, when I find worth it... & I do tried hard... Anyway, people fight for chances, & I tried my best to do so as well... But treasure it when it is there, cause creating one for yourself is tough~! ^_^

"Learn as if you were to live forever;

Live as if you were to die tomorrow~!"

Until then, cheers my friends~! ^_^

My Lou Gong~ Justin~