:: CLICK~! ::

Day after day, sigh~ It's near to the end of the year 2006... Time flies; it does not stop while I remain marching on the same spot I was in three months ago... What could I do actually to make time stops for me, or what could I do to follow up the steps? :: CONFUSED ::

God is trying to tell me to enjoy the time He gave me right now, cause I received these messages from people around even strangers. He said, "no worries, do not frown, it is time for you to enjoy & rest, as you might need to prepare for a harder path ahead..." Is it so? Or am I trying to rationalise all the things I am doing recently?

I have been kind of 'stable' in my emotions lately, maybe the Onion Theory really works? Or time tells us everything? Makes everything clear, but at the same time makes something blur & to forget. Or am I getting tired; tired of... who knows... being rest-LOTS, while seeing others are being restless??

Songs helps to turn back time; makes me gain the exact feeling of the past. I was listening to this very song 'Photo' by Ryan Cabrera; & it brings me back exactly to the time when I first reach Liverpool, cause I was listening to that song starting from the day I stepped on the land of UK. It was just like the movie "Click" - Click~! I was back to 2nd June 2006, sitting alone in my new room, eyes on my monitor, listening to this song... The song that represent that moment, my song...

"A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million things I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

'Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you

What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me

Were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

And I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture

'Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments

And I might be lonely girl

But I'm not afraid

In a second

It all comes right back to me

Nothing's forgotten now

Yeah everything's saved

What it's like to touch you

What it's like to know you..."

Click~! I am back to where I am suppose to be; sitting in front of my laptop, typing this post of mine, listening to this song...

"What is in the past, is in the past; what will be there in the future, is in our hand..."

I suddenly miss the time that I could get so alone, so apart from the place I used to be... I miss it so much...