:: Crap of the Day ::

Have been very busy previously, so did not manage to blog. I just passed up one assignment & one project yesterday, & I should be doing my assignment to be pass up on Monday. >.<" Damn tired~ Life is tiring, sometimes meaningless like so... But I tried to find something to make my life someway better & meaningful, it is to wait for weekdays to come, every 2am (9am in Malaysia) to almost 5am (12noon in Malaysia) weekdays... It would not went well everytime, but still, it was somehow meaningful. Life would be better ahead, hopefully, I'm waiting...

Actually, I do not want to crap, =.=" but it is something I have in my mind most of the time... I came across the word "FATE" in many conversations in my life & it happens to be used in everyone's life; "fate", the power that predetermines events. It does not neccessary to be used only in two person's relationship, though it was mostly used in that sense. Anyway, still remember my post "Unmei nante kotobade wa katazuke rarenai yo..."? It actually means, "Fate, is a word hardly to be acceptable..." (it sounds better in mandarin =.=" damn~) Yes, when we were to make every decision or every incident happens in our life to be determined by this simple word, it is unacceptable. As I said, why it is us & not others; or why it is them, but not us?

FATE, a word which we make it as an undeniable excuse, a word which most desirable to make everything happened seems ok... Yet, it is still an unacceptable word, by a lot of people, even myself, could not accept this word, as a way to make myself feel better. I have been trying to sort it out, the way life is predetermined or is it in our hand? The answer I get was, it IS in our hand. We 'work' out our life, we make it how it should be. God is fair, He is harworking too. He design two paths for us, for our life; it is through the answer: YES or NO.

We will come across many decisions making in our life, sometimes you might think it is too complicated because you have too many choices. Stop & take a break, think. You have only a YES or NO answer for every question, every solution, & it is almost for everything. To go, not to go? To be, not to be? Can I, can't I? Yes? No? Life goes like this. When you make a Yes decision, it will lead you to this path of your life; if it is a no decision, it will direct you to the other path of your life. Every decision of yours affect your future, that is what God gave to you: the power to decide~! That is the time where what we called "fate" comes in... ^_^ You decide, that is your fate~!

I apply the word fate in a relationship case. I watched the Korean movie "My Sassy Girl" again today. The part which I liked most & think it was the most touching part was when the girl asked the guy to go over to the other peak of the mountain & then she yelled to him to tell him that she was sorry for everything she did. And she said:"I'm sorry... I thought I was different, but I'm just a helpless girl." Of course, he can't get a single word she said. They buried a time capsule with their letter under a tree, agreed to meet each other again at the same place, same date, two years later. The girl went, but was a year later than the time agreed. An old uncle ask her:"Know what is fate?"

"Building a bridge of chance for someone you love..."

^_^ Build your life with yours hands, that is FATE. Fate will be there when you at least tried, it guarantee no 100% results, but it guarantee you 100% chances. There would not be fate when you choose to let go, because you let go of your chance, a 100% chance. If you were to try again in the future, it will be another task, a task to accumulate your 100% chance. Seize the time, seize the day~! Everything will be different in the future, that is what you gained for a "No" answer.

This will most probably be my second last post over here, let's see when will it be the last. It will take some time for me to blog again after my very last post, but does not mean that I will stop blogging; it is just because I will be away for some time, unable to blog. ^_^ Anyway, until then, CHEERS~ I miss you all, muaks~ (Countdown-ing~ LOL~) :: Fingers Crossed :: (for my FATE~) Life would be better ahead... I'm waiting...

Where'd you go~ I miss you so~