Unmei nante kotobade wa katazuke rarenai yo...

Time passes by real fast, it is another weekend now. I was sitting in my room, still doing nothing, kinda panic yet I still managed to finished a japanese drama series. It was based on a true story(not something created by people) which was REALLY touching. It was a series called "Ichi Rittoru no Namida" (1 Litre of Tears). All of my friends cried for every episode when they watched it; Me, who was kinda cold-blooded, there were few episodes which tears running in my eyes (aka eyes-wet-wet, LOL~) but did not really cry. Series which can makes me feel so could be consider as a very very touching & cry-able story it have. Highly recommended~! & those who are close to me, you all are damn lucky, I would not delete it yet because it was nice & I know you all would wanna watch it (SEE~! Where can you find this kinda friend? LOL~)

I did not cry while watching this series not because I do not think it was not touching enough, it is just because there is always somebody who gave the girl some great & meaningful advice & I find it more meaningful to smile when they can view 'Life' so positively. The girl was tough, she was really tough. Me too, will wonder:"What would I do if I were her?" Am I as tough as she was or till the state where could face the problem like she did? She was like every human in the world, when there's bad thing happens upon us, we will think:"Why is it me? Why?" She asked the doctor when she found out about her disease:"Can I ask another question? Disease... The disease... Why does it chosen me?"

"Byoki wa doushite watashi o erandano darou?

Unmei nante kotobade wa katazuke rarenai yo..."

Thought of many things while watching this series... What is "Love" & what is "Like"; what is "sympathy" & what is "resposibility"... Would someone confuse about love & like for someone? Would anyone be with another person because of sympathy or resposibility? Would sympathy become love? Would resposibility be the motivation to love & not to love?

To love, is to have a deep & intense feeling towards a person, the desire & atrraction towards a person, with whom one is disposed to make a pair. When you love someone, you can do anything for that person & yes, love is blind. Love makes you lost of your normal thinking ability, makes you confuse, makes you wanna own that person & to be just own by you, & yes, it makes you & him/her become A pair, not more than that. You can only love with one kind of feeling towards one person: to love your dad as your father, to love your mom as your mother, to love you gf/bf as your lover, to love your friend as a friend, etc. Love is different from like, cause you can do anything for "Love", not for "Like". It is easy to give up something you like, but not something you love.

No matter what kind of situation is there, "Like", "Sympathy" or "Responsibility", it should not be reckon as your love to someone. That is why I always said, do not love someone because of some reasons, it is dangerous. You might found someone who you really love someday, & hurt the one you are sympathy of; you might found that responsibility is something that is dragging you & not true love, hurt yourself as well as another party; you might found that you just "like" that person & not "love" that person because you could not give as much as you could or she/he wants... Many possibility, anything is possible in this world, as long as you want it to be possible. You can claimed your so-called "Love" to someone, but please bare in mind that you would not hurt that person in the end. Thus, love, when you DO love, tell them you DO, prove to them. Do not tell when you love but you could not give them anything & hurting will be the result.

Yes, love is the greatest power in this world. It helps to conquer everything & it could brings you to hell too. It is not everything, but it is important. To be love, gives you strength to survive; to lost love, you might lost hope, lost your soul, & some even give up their lives for love (no matter which kind of love it is: family, friends, bgf; depends on how deep you have your love for them) Yet, it depends on individuals. Every person is different, from their character, their background, their thinking, etc. You may think losing love is no big deal, but it might not be the same to someone who are so different from you, cause it might means everything to them. So, LOVE someone when you mean it & do PROVE it. Since you have chose to hold his/her hand, then do not let got so easily. When you know you will let go someday, do not try to hold it --> "Nice to see, nice to hold; Once broken, considered sold." LOL~ Seriously, yes, once broken, it is not easy to be mend.

Anyway, will share more when I some new thoughts about it again. Anyone who wanna watch it can ask from me or video stream it at Youtube.com cause I am not sure that where it could be download. Enjoy the series & I do hope you guys can share your opinions about this series & those thoughts with me here. Today, I will share the theme song from this drama with you guys, nice song & very suitable for the mood of the drama. Until then, CHEERS~

K - "Only Human"

P/S: Can anyone help me to find the OST of this drama? Like it a lot... Thanks in advance~ Muaks~