Move along~

Decided to blog earlier because my sadness doubles-up today... I actually gotta go school to help celebrate my tutor, Alan's birthday. But end up I stayed at home & have some rest because my headache strikes again, sigh~ Working my mind too much really ain't a good thing, everytime I did so i'll get a headache. Really do not know when my mind will stop working, maybe the time when my heart stops beating I suppose?

Had been discussing about these thinking stuffs with my friend yesterday. Girls do a lot of thinking job & most of the time are all negative thoughts. Is it true? I do not know. I just THINK a lot, in fact I think more than they did I guess; good stuffs, bad stuffs, postive, negative, neutral, past, present, future... Ooo... Whole bunch to think about but never thought about assignments idea, LOL~ Sigh~! That is life, we need to think, to understand, to be independant, to solve problem by ourselves.

I really do not know how to express myself at this stage, things have became more complicated I guess. Miss my best friend who did not online for long, need consultation right now, sigh~! Anyway, I guess all I need to do now is to concentrate on my work, as I can never make everyone happy, I can never make everyone satisfied, I am just a normal human that have own feelings & emotions. I am not saint that can help everyone & make everyone happy; will never act as one because that is stupid to think of yourself as great as so. Want to make people happy? I might make people sad in the end; Want to satisfied others? I might be the one who are useless that I could not even satisfy myself. Live your own life, do not bother so much. Who are you to care so much, correct? Who are you?

What I can just say to everyone at this very moment is, "& even when your hope is gone, move along, move along just to make it through...When everything is wrong, we move along..." Until then, I miss you all my dear friends, those who I always keep in contact & keep in mind, do remember I miss you all~ Love you all~

P/S: My return date & time has already being confirmed, & I got the date I wanted, thank God~! Cheers~ ^_^