:: Crap of the Day ::

I did not blog for a few days, yet I did not show a very productive results in my assignments, sigh~! So, what have I done for these few days? Let me see... I have finished watching 7-8 of Stephen Chou movies, chating & gaming with friends, sleep (a lot), day-dreaming (most of the time) & listening to songs (my fav past time activity) >.< & I ended up panic-ing every night thinking of how many days are left for my assignments & exam preparation (though it seems kinda near to my Europe trip & my return to Malaysia, LOL~)

Anyway, really DID chat a lot these few days. Seems like my friends around me were facing different problems & I have been giving consultation FOC for them, that's what friends are for I guess? LOL~ But I was stucked in mine. I gave them opinions & I am the one who end up do not understand the philosophies which in fact applies well to my own situation. Am I dumb or what? I quote from a blog I read: "...sometimes some things that may not matter much to you but it might means the world to another..."; that is the reason I can give my views to my friends because I am not the actual person who feels it, who engage in that situation. I do not know how hard it is for them & yet, vice versa. I wish I could share my problems like they do, ^_^ but too bad, you all know me well...

"To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart."

Same quote: "...sometimes some things that may not matter much to you but it might means the world to another..."; that is part of what I was wondering all these while. When you see something as very important to you, means a lot to you, it might means nothing to others too. Therefore, you can give a million reasons to show how important or how much it means to you, but you can never convince others of seeing it the same way. So, never blame others for not understanding of how you feel because they are not YOU. You understand well, so solve the problem yourself. Never ask others to drop the topic when you are the one who started it. Never feel angry because others' opinions are not those you want to listen; because you know hell well of the answers you want. (Oh~ what the crap am I talking about... =.=")

Anyway, I receive a forward mail with a kinda meaningful poem in it (but hate those chain letters people sent to me) So sorry folks, I don't meant to forward those stuffs to you all, but it WAS a meaningful poem. It was about how we always bring our work to another day, delaying, dragging... We always said,"Tomorrow will be..."

"But tomorrow comes & tomorrow goes,

& distance between us grows & grows...

Another corner yet miles away,

Here's a telegram sir, Jim died today..."

I modified it with, "Around the corner yet miles away, what happens if I die today?" The situation was, no matter which party who "go" first, why is it have to be tomorrow? What if tomorrow never comes?

"And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

Around the corner, a vanished friend..."

"Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. " -----> This was the email I received & I agreed that no matter what situation was it, always say what you mean. Never wait for tomorrow~! (unless it IS meant to be done only on TOMORROW =.=") If you do not know how to tell directly, find a way to express yourself. It costs you nothing, but you might gain a lot in return. ^_^

Enough for the "Crap of the day". Today's dessert will be Justin's mtv, "I deserve it". Another nice song with a nice opening. Enjoy~ I shall die hard on my assignments now, CHEERS~ ^_^

"Hate myself for loving you so much...

Oh I hate myself for falling back in love...

Never been good at words I wanna say, I sing my love for you...

I'll just let the music make sweet love to you..."